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Fragmented
by Jeremy Worman
Cinnamon Press
2011
Paperback
First Collection
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"These
were Home Counties secrets, hidden where no social worker would dare
to pry.
"
Reviewed by Mithran Somasundrum
Fragmented
is a novel not so much in stories as in shards. It's as though the
life of the narrator - Simon Carver - is a broken mirror which has
been only partly reassembled. There are large gaps between the
fragments, but we can see just enough to gain an idea of his
reflection.
The
first section of the book, Openings, gives us the structure of
the life to follow, the narrator's fraught relationship with his
mother - affectionate when sober, viciously abusive when drunk -
the squats and the soft drugs of his early twenties, the yearning to
write. From there we move fully into the 1970s and see his
peripatetic squatter's existence in more detail.
Again, the stories
come to us as fragments. The sequence begins with Carver in Wales
with no information as to how he got there. We only know that soon
he will be back in London, living in Hornsey Rise, the largest squat
in Europe. It's 1975 by now and there is very little of the 1960s'
idealism left. The squat's inhabitants take up Marxist or feminist
poses, but their main interest is their own survival, and Carver ends
up living at the edges of other peoples' crimes.
From here, the
book's third section drops straight into the 1990s and there's a
sense of vertigo induced by the fall. Suddenly we're in the modern
world of baggy jeans and Nike T-shirts. Carver is still living in
Hackney, only now he's teaching English at Birbeck College to
occasionally arrogant American students. This section deals with his
beginnings as a writer: listening to storm drains for inspiration
("the splashing of a thousand dark fountains"), trying to
write poetry in a South Bank library and feeling his poems offer no
answer to the City's money-throb ("Poets are like an army of
Quakers, sincere but impotent"). Meanwhile the life of Hackney
goes on around him, the immigrants and the BNP supporters and the
evangelist tents set out on London Fields.
Then suddenly there's a
drop of ten more years, and we find Carver happily married and
bringing up his daughter. It should be a closure of sorts, and yet
he seems almost beached, a piece of flotsam washed up from his own
past. He muses of the history of the Thames barrier, visits Abney
Park cemetery, St John's churchyard in Hackney and its restored
memorials. There is a sense through all of this that he wants
something from London's history, but doesn't know what. The fragment
dealing with St John's is called Spring-Cleaning the
Ghosts, but these ghosts are the wrong ones. It's only in
the book's final section, Beginnings, that Carver realises
it's his own ghosts he must confront, and on a winter's night in
Hackney, sitting out in his garden in a deckchair, he comes face to
face with both his demons and his demons' demons.
Reading
Fragmented you find yourself wondering how it would have worked as a
straightforward novel, with all of the broken shards replaced. It
might even have been easier to write that way, but it's possible
Jeremy Worman wanted a structure which matched his protagonist, whose
memories are as fractured as these stories, who must reach across his
past to piece himself together, and in doing so, suggest to us the
parts of his life we don't witness. The book is fragmented but, by
the end of it, we see a life that's whole.
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Mithran Somasundrum was
born in
Colombo,
grew up
in London
and
currently
lives and
works in
Bangkok. He
has
published
short
fiction in
Natural
Bridge,
The
Sun,
Alfred
Hitchcock's
Mystery
Magazine,
The
Minnesota
Review,
Zahir
and
GUD
among
others.
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